Slice of ~Bananas~

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Villian Park

Bananas is a monthly underground hip hop showcase that goes off every third Tuesday of the month at Kaos Network in Leimert Park. Six years running, Bananas is the place to be for enterprising hip hop artists who are making a name for themselves in L.A.’s underground scene. The lineup is determined by Kyle Guy (alter ego of posi rap superhero VerbS), who packs in a substantial list of young and hungry artists, rare talent, and out-of-town troubadours each month.

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Bananas isn’t just another obscure affair – You can always count on a core group of regulars in addition to an unpredictable mix of exquisite creatures from all corners of the city, many of whom would probably never find their way to Leimert Park without the lure of Bananas.







“It’s a big-ass rap party,” says Guy, who is apt to book more than a dozen acts for each show. “There are people from all walks of life coming out.”   


Hugh Augustine

It’s an eclectic mix, where the money-and-hoes rappers get to mingle with the punk-rock hip hop heads. You never quite know who will pop up, like guitar virtuoso John Frusciante, who made a discreet appearance earlier this year, or any number of local legends from Leimert and beyond.  

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Signor Benedict the Moor

Hip hop may dominate, but that’s not all there is to the Bananas lineup. R & B, Afro Caribbean dance, live beats and sidewalk ciphers are all par for the course at this monthly gathering. Bananas goes off on the 3rd Tuesday of every month, with a few rare “Green Bananas” shows here and there.

Peep the Bananas Facebook page and stay connected.

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TMNT in the house!

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Pool Party: Self-Evident Truths – Sunday July 13


This is a photo project aimed at putting a human face on everyone on the LGBTQ spectrum — that is, anyone who isn’t 100% straight.

iO Tillett Wright believes familiarity is the gateway to empathy, and wants to photograph 10,000 people to that end. She launched her photo campaign with her Ted Talk, 50 Shades of Gay. This Sunday Wright will be shooting portraits at the Roosevelt Hotel for her campaign for tolerance.

Sleeping with ghosts

I’ve been sleeping with ghosts
I’ve been sinking in futility
The weight of the world is leaning on me
And I’m not sure of my own identity
Looking in the mirror
There’s a strange face staring back,
Who could it be
She looks tired
But I’m feeling wired
Worked up and twerked up
And freaked out and sussed up
I used to be a living thing – A breathing being
What now? – The walls are paper thin
Torn down by fire,                                                                                                                                                  water                                                                                                                                                    or wind

When the colors start to fade,                                                                                                   That’s when we fear the end                                                                                                     Now when the colors start to fade                                                                                     That’s when it’s time to start again                                                                                       Wash the slate clean when the colors fade and                                                                       Make tea for the ghosts as long they stay.

The morning will come                                                                                                              When I awake alone                                                                                                                  When your ghost, and his ghost, and her ghost is gone                                                          When the apparitions fade into the breaking dawn.

“Human Family” by Maya Angelou, 1928-2014


I note the obvious differences

in the human family,

some of us are serious,

some thrive on comedy.

Some declare their lives are lived

as true profundity,

and others claim they really live

the real reality.

The variety of our skin tones

can confuse, bemuse, delight,

brown and pink and beige and purple,

tan and blue and white.

I’ve sailed upon the seven seas

and stopped in every land,

I’ve seen the wonders of the world,

not yet one common man.

I know ten thousand women

called Jane and Mary Jane,

but I’ve not seen any two

who really were the same.

Mirror twins are different

although their features jibe,

and lovers think quite different thoughts

while lying side by side.

We love and lose in China,

we weep on England’s moors,

and laugh and moan in Guinea,

and thrive on Spanish shores.

We seek success in Finland,

are born and die in Maine.

In minor ways we differ,

in major we’re the same.


I note the obvious differences

between each sort and type,

but we are more alike, my friends,

than we are unalike.

We are more alike, my friends,

than we are unalike.

We are more alike, my friends,

than we are unalike.

~ ~ ~

Rest in Peace Maya, may your words resonate with the Human Family for years to come.

It’s Not Me, It’s You(r Male Entitlement)

“You’d be better off with me” he says, looming over me, breathing hotly down upon me, touching my arm with lust and anger. I don’t know this guy. He doesn’t know me. We’re simply sharing the same train platform. He…thinks I’m pretty, I guess. He asked if I had a boyfriend. He asked where I was going. I have no obligation to answer his questions, but what happens if I don’t? He’s touched me three times in the last 60 seconds. My leg, my arm, my shoulder. I already asked him not to. I’m trying in vain to control my heart rate, to stay calm and not panic. The metro workers are watching from afar, and their presence offers the slightest bit of security. The seconds grow loooooonnnnngggerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Where is the train? Oh god, where is it? Please don’t get in the same train car…

Every train of thought I attempt is derailed. Every futile attempt I make to end the conversation increases his agitation. He’s getting more antagonistic, as he talks more shit about the boyfriend I made up when I said “yes,” that I do. Every woman out on the street by herself “has a boyfriend” when the male stranger approaches with the same stale question. It isn’t the first time and it won’t be the last. For every time a woman complains about unwanted advances, there are 10 times she never spoke of. There is rape and molestation and degradation that every woman will bear silently. Yes, rape. I cannot imagine how deeply skewed the numbers are. I only know from private conversations and personal experiences that they are indeed deeply skewed.

As a woman and a writer, I have often chosen to steer clear of women’s issues because it can potentially alienate about half my audience (the male portion). I desperately do not want them to tune out when I am speaking (writing). This is a sad fact about feminism, and the men who can’t stomach it. But today I have this to say to those men (many of whom I would like to call out by name): Harden the Fuck Up. Note that I did not say “Man the Fuck Up” because in this age that seems to mean something more along the lines of “be more of a misogynist pig.”

Every time one of my male friends looks at me and says “I’m sexist” – I kind of want to explode. I also kind of want to cry, go on a rampage, and also give up hope for the human race. That’s not an ideology worth owning. It’s not OK to be a racist bigot, and it’s not OK to be a sexist misogynist. You should be ashamed to hold onto those ideas. Uttering these statements makes you an enemy to every woman to which you may also be a friend, an ally. And suddenly, as a woman, our whole world is against us. Even the women, who compete to be the one he’ll treat better, or the one who can be an exception to the sexist acts that belittle us. And so the men around me that I respect and admire for so many things – their ambition, their compassion, their creativity and positivity and loyalty to their friends – are at odds with the idea that as a woman, I’m held at arm’s length; I am more object than ally: I am subject to only limited respect and loyalty and trust. When you say this, you are telling me: As a woman, I am here to serve a sexual and subservient purpose.

And so we live on the defense. We understand the world based on what is safe, and who is threatening, and who might help us achieve a little more leverage unto a higher plane where we might gain a little more humanity and respect in a way that either capitalizes on or diminishes our sexuality. Will we embrace or deny it? Either path involves real sacrifice, of either our dignity and self-respect (as I pull my skirt up and my top down) or force a dissociation with femininity altogether (“You’re an exception to all the other women I hate, you’re not like them…you’re not a part of that…”…so I become neither; there is safety in androgyny). Yet both will never leave us free from valuation that is based on this hypersexuality or the power to defy it and attain perceived worth for something other than our tits and asses.

Moving past the state of being on the defense constantly, what do we have to empower ourselves? I have chosen denial, action in spite of fear, and straight up walking into the hailstorm of misogyny, just so I could come out the other side and say that it would not kill me. But inside, we are dying. Inside, the women around you are shrinking, staying in, lying about fake boyfriends and committing to abusive ones because all of our options tend to be tainted with male entitlement. You before us. Submission is our mission. These statements are absent of exaggeration.

But it’s not me, it’s your male entitlement. The ideas you claim are embedded so deeply in you that you could not see things another way if you tried. Well, have you tried? Have you really tried? Do you think we are not demeaned when you say things about other women in the presence of your female friends? Do you think that we are comfortable in this state of forced acceptance? Shall I protest, and risk exile, or give you the silent look that implies reluctant consent?

Elliot Rodger was disturbed, but the women he murdered will never again have to experience the belittlement and degradation that women face daily. The rest of us will. We’re still here. Rejection is just so rough, isn’t it Men’s Rights Activists? Women are just so cruel, aren’t we though?

Men, are you even angry? I mean angry – for how Rodger has represented your gender? Or is it too accurate to own? Bring in the #notallmen retorts. No matter how hard you argue for #notallmen, you will still have to face the reality that #YesALLWomen are subject to harassment, intimidation, degradation and abuse by men they encounter day to day. We’re not even allowed to talk about it without becoming the enemy of men. But I never wanted to be your enemy. Men: How can I get you to be my ally? When will you stand up for me in the face of other men? When will you come to see your sexism as foul and cruel and inhumane? When will you become a real HUman?